48 Hours to go

(Racoon - Oceaan)

It is Saturday evening. Tomorrow and the day after might be the most important days so far. Where my actions, choices and how I act can literally shape the course of the future. Never before was the impact of my work this potentially this big.

And yet, that isn't what I worry about. It is strange, but I worry about; "What if they say 'No'?"

The question might beckon for some as; "You move on". But if you know this project was my big motivation lately. A 'no' would put me back to this motivation less state. Kicking me back 2 years in that part. In the end it is my persona which requires the save, not my career. 

I must admit I have a good colleague, and without H, I wouldn't be so positive about it. He is a source of motivation, albeit career-wise. So I count the hours, in 48 hours from now, who knows where we will stand. It is making me anxious though.

Wish me luck