War of the Wreckless

(De staat - Witchdoctor)

Unlike 'objective' decisions, those that do not emotionally affect us, and are clear cut quantitative decisions. There is two sides of every non-objective decision in our lives. (And cheers to you if you know which decisions should be objective and which not) There is this war between the two, do you choose for what feels best, or do you choose for what seems logically best?

I am not to discuss which is better. Since what I am more interesting in what happens when you made the wrong choice. So what happens when you make the wrong choice? I think, but I don't know of course, that alike with myself, people think back on the time they made the decision. Trying to learn what went wrong and learn from it. I know not everyone does that.

But then what? In the end we'll have either made the choice to do what feels best, of to choose what seems logically best. So do you blame yourself with the logical effects, or do you blame yourself by the emotional effect?

If you made a logical choice, it backfires do you suffer most from the emotional effects, and do you refuse to see the logical implications are your own fault?
And if you made an emotional choice, and it backfires. Do you suffer most from the logical/practical implications, and blame those on yourself?

I think we do actually. And that is idiotic to say the least. It is like sitting in a soccer game, choosing one side, and then blaming the other if you lose...

No, you should blame your choice, and your side.

And yet we can't. We cannot live without both logical and emotional implications from our wrong (and right) choices. Why choose alike that than? 

So from now on, I'm going the be simpler. No choice will be made unless both align. No is better then half a yes.

And if you do make a choice, and that choice cause changes you didn't like. Just fucking blame yourself, it was your choice, and everything that happened because of that choice is your own choice. Be it bad or good. You chose to do that. Fucking live it. Don't choose wreckless between sides. 

And for me, I guess I'll be massively indecisive from now on...