Heavy Gravity on Bright Light

(Lost Frequencies - Are you with me)

As the days pass, and time over time passes, and the days are turning to weeks, and before I know it time of time passed has passed some time ago. There are things that will stay with you forever, pains that wear down your heavy heart with an attractive pull like gravity, only downwards.

Nothing new is happening, no things are differently. The complete cut-off happened long ago. And it still a sign of its utter worthlessness. What is new is that I am slowly seeming to accept that this feeling is here to stay. I'm not getting the old me back, and I am not the old me anymore. And probably never will be. 

That doesn't mean that I am worse off. As my views of the world, and most importantly its humans. Have turned far darker, I chose to spark bright light everywhere else. I chose to show my middle-finger to the world, and all the people in it not giving a fuck, by showing that being better is just as easy, and brings forward so much more happiness, then the alternative. 

The end result is a world of happiness around me, far easier and stronger then I ever anticipated. Not hiding, being honest, harsh and honest, clear and open has had an unexpected strong good effect of people around me. The only strange part is, that it is a happiness I no longer can feel, which makes the feeling really strange. I guess the moral of the story is simple; Give happiness and expect nothing in return. 

It is better to be martyr of happiness given, then a salesman of love taken.