Such a Shame

(Williams and Barlow - Shame)

So my opinion is simple, it is a shame. Losing a love hurts, losing a surrogate family pains, and losing a friend is just sad. Just because love, family and friends come easy for someone, doesn't mean other people therefore value it as such. And that is just it, we all have a different past, a different mindset that ascribes the value to the things we have. Personally that means that I value family quite a lot, that I value friends quite a lot, and that I value love quite a lot. Because I never really had any of those when I was younger. In fact I did more family stuff with my ex's family than I did in the past 15 years with my own family.

Note to self: find a girlfriend next time with the same past issue's. And not those in reverse.

But today, there is snow, work, and my work as global Quantum expert of Atos has begun. I must admit, it is great fun, this is exactly what I like doing. But it a little frightening, being the first. If I fuck up, I might seriously harm the future of, well, 90% of encryption. And if you wonder if that is bad, well, let's just say that everything you expect to be 'secure' on internet is encrypted. So you might see why I'm a little anxious.