The loneliness of the long distance lover

(Alicia Keys - We are here)

It is hard being the long distance lover. It doesn't pay off unless you run in pairs. And now, you are alone. What love was left is shagging the rest of the world, building a strong foothold of 'never getting back together'.

Let them

I am just sitting here. Not wanting anything, not longing for anything. Still amazed what people would throw away, and how easily one can assure that even the greatest things. Never recur.

As Alan Silitoe intended, I stand still in front of the finish line. Not defiant of authority, not defiant of the love that was taken away so easily. But defiant that I, we will never finish. And I am fed up with playing these races.

We could have won, but I wasn't the one killing it of. Fuck you people encouraging on the side line. This is my race, I choose to stop racing all together. From now on, it I'll just be the loneliness of the distance. Forget loving or running. If I don't want it, then I don't need it.